Saturday, October 31, 2009
First of all, wan to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEREEN! :D
Today had a carnival at United World College.. No comment.. After match went lunch with Lixin at WM Kou Fou then, met "sister" to accompany her buy things.. And seriously, i didn't know why i keep laughing non stop when i see her face and she said i am crazy.. >< nvm.. Anyway, Thanks for the Sweet! hahas!
Is it a wrong to ask her don't quit in the first place? Is it my fault? Those words that is being said.. Its hurtful.. Seriously hurtful.. Felt so useless and didn't know wat to told her when i know how she is feeling.. What can makes her feel better? Sigh... All i have to say is, Sorry.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Hmmm.. How should i start off with my post? Alright.. Lets not talk abt lesson time as i had nothing to say after seeing my result.. Tears flow when Mr naz trying to talk to me.. Hmmm..
Alright, First,
LETS WELCOME LIXIN BACK TO NETBALL! *Claps* HAHA! Miss the feeling of her being in netball and chatting with her. Loneliness was not there man! Haha! okay, i think i am mad.. Looking forward to friday training. HAHA! Hmm.. nothing much though.. Shall end my post.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Rot at home for the past 2 days and finally i am able to go out again! hahas!
Today went to Jurong Point with Weitai and Fion to catch the movie,"Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami". Well, have to say the movie was quite boring at first but for the last part of the movie, was kinda touching.. Manage to control my tears. HAHA! overall it was quite okay. :D
But..errr.. When the tsunami came, omg.. i grab Fion's hand so so so tightly until my whole hand numb.. LOL! Sorry yeah! Was.. Hmm.. kinda scare as i had a very bad dream about oceans,heavy rains,big winds yesterday night.. Couldn't get back to sleep and i cried after that stupid dream.. =.=" and after tat show, had been thinking abt my dream even now.. haiyo!! Just can't get rid of it..
Alright, after movie, went for a walk as we had nothing to do. And Fion keep bullying me. :P
Then, at about 5pm, Weitai decided to go home while Fion and I slack at my block downstairs. 6.45pm, went back home.
And i am here posting! LOL! Hmmm.. kinda scare of going to school tmr to get my results.. Sigh.. Hope will pass..
Friday, October 16, 2009
Got back my physics,Emath and MT paper.. sigh.. done badly man!
physics--28.5/65
Emath P1--27.5/60
Emath P2--40/80
MT P2--51/70
Sigh.. cried during math lesson and PE but manage to control. thanks to claudine,trisillia they all. :D but it was raining heavily. When i saw those rains, tears just keep flow and i have to keep wiping my tears away.. sighh... Tried to be strong but i am not..
Thursday, October 15, 2009
YAWN~ Okay.. I am tired!
Today nothing much.. Rot at home in the morning and waited for Fion to come my house.. then, went to meet weitai and headed to Sakae Sushi! wooo~~ hahas.. All because of Weitai and we laughed until stomach pain.. haiyo! hahas!!! alright, ate until abt 5.30, and weitai went to meet his friend while me and fion went for a "walk" as we are very full and nothing better to do.. LOL! Slack at void deck for 30mins and off we go.
Now having a bad muscles-ahe which i dun know why causes it.. Hmmm..Hope i am fine..
Tmr need to go school!! omg.. Scare of getting my exams papers.. hais.. AND, Training! gotta train stamina alr..
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Today took phyics paper.. read through those questions and felt it was easy if i had studied yesterday.. Sigh.. Only manage to know a few questions.
This few days is just so hopeless for me.. Exams.. didn't manage to did properly. I was damn stressed! I didn't know what was happening to me that i keep thinking i will retain as SS,Geo, A math totally flunk. I tried to do my best but i couldn't. My mind was full or retain retain and RETAIN! Sigh.. Damn scare i really retain.. Keep telling ppl i scare.. today even nearly cried when i with Meria. Keep thinking "dying" soon.. Hais..
What if i retain? I am scare.. Seriously.. :(
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Back to post again.. Well.. This feel days.. Nothing much ba.. Tues went to yew tee mac with fion,lixin,alia to study.. did manage to studied my geo and teach lixin a bit of math. :) Nothing much to say after all.. School was quite okay but sometimes lonely~ as usual.. nvm.. got Lixin and Yishan. haha..
alright. nothing to post alr.. EOY coming soon.. got to buck up! Jiayou everyone!
Got to go now. bye~
Loneliness still with me all the times..
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